How to Use Running as Meditation

 
Running as Meditation in Motion

I hate running.

I’m not a “runner.”

Running is boring.

I’m not built to run.

Do any of these thoughts cross your mind when you think about running?

I promise I had all the above thoughts (and more) before I started to see running as a form of meditation and a tool for empowerment.

And these thoughts still creep in at times.

Yesterday, I was running from Venice Beach to Santa Monica and had a moment where I suddenly felt the old urge to stop. Instead of giving into the impulse to halt, I took the opportunity to get curious: Why do I want to stop? Where is this feeling coming from?

By turning inward and examining the situation, I was able to pinpoint the source of my discomfort: my calf muscle was feeling reeeeeally tight.

I also realized I had been running without it being a mindful experience. Rather, I had just been muscling through the run, and I wasn’t really present in my body or in my environment. So when this niggling pain in my calf popped up, my first thought was: “UGH, this doesn’t feel good at all, can I please stop?”

I could have stopped.

If my body needed to stop, I would have.

But I didn’t. Instead, I engaged in a meditation for the remainder of the run. And what could have been the negative experience of a run cut short (focused on the limitations of my body) became a positive exercise in training my mind and body.

Running + Meditation

At first blush, running and meditation may seem at odds with each other. What does pounding the pavement have to do with mindfulness and being fully present?  

The concept of meditation may conjure up the image of sitting completely still on a cushion enveloped in robes. But, meditation can take many forms. And, in the modern world, it is important that we make room for mindfulness in various aspects of our lives.

Today, the mind and the body are too often treated as disconnected entities. We establish systems and methods (such as diets and exercise regimens) focused entirely on one element of being (our physicality) while ignoring the remainder (how we are impacted on a deeper level).

To live a full and balanced life, it is important to devote attention to body, mind, and spirit. We are whole, integrated beings. For this reason, physical activity and mindfulness are perfectly complementary. Studies have demonstrated this synergy. For example, one recent study found the combined effects of meditation and aerobic activity could significantly reduce symptoms of depression (by about 40%).

Meditative running allows us to simultaneously push physical boundaries, reaping the many benefits of moving our bodies, while also staying present in the here and now.

Here’s how to set yourself up for a meditative experience happen during your next run:

1. Connect to your breath.

One cannot deny the vital importance of the breath: Breath is essential for life. The breath is also symbolically significant: Breathing happens involuntarily, so we are assured that no matter what happens, our breath will be there for us. The mind can wander off while the breath remains constant.

By focusing on the breath during running, we focus on an essential element of being alive. More pragmatically, we also ensure that we are breathing deeply and taking in enough oxygen to sustain the continued effort.

Before setting out on your next run, take a moment to intentionally connect to your breath. Take a few deep, expansive breaths, breathing in through the nose and out through the mouth. Set an intention to be mindful and present during your run. And, if the mind wanders off as you run, continue to bring your attention back to the breath.

2. Tune into your body.

As you run, try to establish a mind-body connection by taking note of the changing sensations of the body. Does your body feel tight? Are you becoming warmer? Is your breath quickening?

The hard part is to do this without jumping to any conclusions. It’s easy to think discomfort equals “time to give up” or “I hate doing this.” When we first notice pain or discomfort, the natural response is to resist it: to cease the activity inducing the discomfort. But by leaning into the discomfort (assuming it is not injury-indicative), and embracing it as a temporary and passing state of being, we strengthen both body and mind.

For example, when my calf was being a bugger, I shifted my perspective from a judge-y “this sucks, I want to stop” thoughts to a state of noticing the discomfort and realizing it was a passing sensation. I knew I would feel better if I completed the run.

3. Observe where the mind goes.

Meditative running can be a time to learn about ourselves and our inner worlds.

How does your mind respond to running?

  • Do you relish the opportunity to be active? Or do you have a sense of dread about the miles ahead?

  • Is your mind busy, churning out ideas, thoughts, or fears? Or do you have a tendency to check out?  

  • Are you kind to yourself while running, or is this a time when your inner critic starts to nag?

  • Do you feel confident or self-conscious while you’re out there?

The answers to these questions don't require you to DO anything. Simply be a student of your thoughts and emotions.

4. Engage with the environment.

By the power of our own two feet, we can encounter places we’ve never been before. Even places we’ve seen can bring fresh experiences and perspective during a run.

Take a moment to notice: What is beautiful around you? What is unique or interesting? Observe your surroundings: people, trees, cars, buildings, signs, etc. There is always something to see and absorb. I can run the same route multiple times and learn something new about it every time.

5. Relax into the rhythm.
 

"Relax enough, and your body becomes so familiar with the cradle-rocking rhythm that you almost forget you’re moving.”

- Christopher McDougall, Born to Run (one of my favorite books

No matter how fast you are going, the steady rhythm of your feet touching the earth can ground you in the present moment. Find a cadence that feels natural and sustainable and try to lose yourself in the rhythm.

You might experiment with adopting a mantra or affirmation and repeating it along with the rhythm (try one of my favorite body positive affirmations here).

And, whenever you feel lost, bring your focus back to the breath.


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As both a wellness and running coach, I can help you implement these mindfulness strategies (and many others) to transform your relationship with running and create an enjoyable and sustainable running practice. Click here to schedule a complimentary consultation today!

 

 

How I Went From Couch Potato To Marathon Runner (And You Can, Too!)

 
Trust the process: my couch to marathon story.

It was a little bit of boredom; there was some loneliness in there, too. But mostly it was a startling realization that got me running:

If there ever came a time I needed to run for my life, I probably wouldn’t make it … YIKES!

A dark thought, for sure, but a natural one, given I had just moved hundreds of miles from home to a town where I didn’t know a soul. Regardless of why I thought it, it was a spark. And it was what I needed to get moving.

To be clear, I am not a natural athlete.

Growing up, I was the type of kid that hated—I mean, HATED—gym class. I was impossibly uncoordinated, and I had asthma that caused me to cough until I puked. Needless to say, I was picked dead last for nearly every team.

But, as I got older, I really wanted to be more athletic. I envied others who played sports or went to the gym, earning able bodies and lungs that didn’t feel like they might explode going up a flight of stairs.

So I joined the high school track team. And I. Was. TERRIBLE.

I stubbornly stuck it out the whole season, ending each embarrassing race several paces behind all the other runners. But after that season, I never went back. I decided I wasn’t built for “sports.” Even so, I thought I could go to the gym and get in shape! That’s what most people do, right?

I couldn’t get into that either. I saw the gym only once every blue moon. I would hop on the elliptical or treadmill for 20 minutes out of a sense of obligation, motivated only by a vague desire to “burn off” whatever I ate that day. But I dreaded it. Eventually, I just made peace with my sedentary existence. For years, I did little to no physical activity.

That is, until that moment when I realized I probably couldn’t run to save my own life. (Literally.) 

Now, I didn’t acquire a lot of street smarts growing up in the ‘burbs in Ohio, but I lived in New York City for a few years and gained a bit of know-how. But in NYC, I was used to being around other people all the time. Now, my new apartment (where I lived alone) was a few blocks from any major thoroughfare. One night that seemed particularly dark and creepy, I wondered what would happen if I need to make a dash for my door (sadly, as a woman, you have to think about these things). That train of thought didn't end well.... 

I knew it was time for a change.

I did some research on running and took a leap. Even though I had never moved more than a mile outside of a vehicle with an engine, I signed up for a 5K race. Admittedly, I was largely motivated by the promised beer garden at the finish line. Still, it felt like a big deal.

For the first few weeks of my training, I felt like I wasn’t going anywhere. I feared this endeavor would end up like all my past physical pursuits—with me feeling like a failure.  

Until one day, it hit me: I had improved. I could run for more than 30 seconds! After consistent and gradual practice, my progress started to become more and more apparent. Almost as if it had never been difficult before, I could run for one mile. Then two. Then three.

And then I was running on race day—sailing into that beer garden at the finish line like it was the promised land.

 
Woo, where's my beer??  [My first 5K race]

Woo, where's my beer??  [My first 5K race]

 

Perhaps the most remarkable part of this journey was that I actually started to like running. I discovered that running can be cathartic. And meditative. And a celebration of being alive. At some unceremonious juncture, I stopped viewing running as a means to an end, but as an end in itself.  

So, I took on a 10K. Then a half marathon. Then another half marathon. And ultimately, the New York City Marathon.  

New York City Marathon

At an indiscernible moment, after continually putting one foot in front of the other, I—the self-professed non-athlete who formerly spent more time running into things than running anywhere—became a runner.

Of course, there were times during my training that I got off track. I loved french fries and wine, and some mornings it felt physically painful to get out of bed. But, I fought discouragement and the desire to give up. I realized I didn’t have to be a teetotalling vegan who springs out of bed singing at 5 AM to make a fitness transformation.

I still love french fries and I still love wine (and sometimes I still run into things), but I’m also an RRCA-certified running coach and I specialize in working with individuals who want to develop a new running habit, like I did, or those desiring to take an inconsistent running routine to the next level. I’m here to help you keep going—because if I can go from a couch potato to a marathon runner, I believe you can too.

You just might be shocked by the transformation you see. :)

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Getting in Shape Without Shame

 

I don’t feel at peace in my own skin.

Sometimes I’m hyper-focused on my (perceived) flaws and can’t seem to snap myself out of it. 

I can’t be fully present in the moment because I’m worried about whether my stomach is sticking out or if my cellulite is showing. 

I wish I exercised more frequently or made more balanced food choices, but I haven’t been able to stick with a healthy routine. 

Sound familiar?

It sure does to me. 

At one point in my life, I identified with these thoughts at least several times a day. 

At first, my pursuit of a healthy life was not, in fact, grounded in healthy desires. I had many body-focused demons to overcome before I could engage in a sustainably active and balanced lifestyle.  And unfortunately, I’m not the only one.

I’m just going to come out and say it: There is a bit of a dark side to the fitness industry. Many fitness professionals and enthusiasts put forth a message that is focused on physical appearance and aesthetics above all.   They try to capitalize on the vulnerability of women by inferring (or outright telling them) they need to be fixed.  This concept is reinforced by “fitspo” images of barely dressed women flaunting the “ideal” body type, by fitness instructors chanting that students should “think about how your butt is going to look,” and by truisms reciting that changing your body is just a matter of willpower. 

One of the fitness truisms I’ve come across many times is: “Think about why you started.”  The problem is most people are starting from the wrong place—a place fueled by self-loathing and focused on shallow results.

Don’t get me wrong — there is nothing inherently bad about appreciating the physical results of hard, healthy work. The problem arises when this is the primary motivator behind a love of fitness. The incentives are skewed, increasing the danger of unhealthy and disordered habits forming.

Given my own demons, I went through brief periods of pursuing fitness or altering my diet that were driven by vanity. In a past life, I tried working out because I wanted to “look good” (as defined by mainstream society). I dieted. I experienced disordered eating and a VERY negative body image. I compared myself to others. I internalized the “ideal” flouted by the media.

I was miserable.

And, in the end, I gave up. Every time. The pursuit of fitness motivated solely by physical appearance is largely unsustainable. It is a shallow motivator. It does not get to the core of why we do what we do.

Now, I want to run a little farther or faster than I did last time.

I want to pick up something heavier than I could manage before, or hold a pose that I once couldn’t sustain without shaking.

I want to feel boundless energy and the ability to conquer new things.

Today, I am driven to exercise by the appreciable benefits an active lifestyle brings to various facets of my life. For example, being active gives me more energy, helps me focus, and empowers me to achieve goals I never thought were within my reach. Before, I felt like I was going through life tired all the time. Now, I am energized by challenge and growth.

Sure, I also want to feel confident in a bathing suit.  But that confidence comes from within.

I became a wellness coach and personal trainer largely because I believe in an approach to exercise and eating that starts from a place of wholeness, not a place of inadequacy.  I believe we should seek healthy habits because we believe we are worthy of living our best lives, not because we already feel we are less than enough.  We shouldn’t be looking at our bodies as objects that need to be fixed, but rather as wonderful vehicles capable of doing great things.

It’s time to move beyond vanity-motivated fitness. It’s time to focus on wellness instead of our waistlines. And it’s time to be motivated by support, not shame.

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